I’m BACK!!!

Actually, to be truthful, I never left.  My absence was a simple case of my site needing to be upgraded, and me being unable to do so from my work computer.  However, with the problem fixed, we can return to our regularly scheduled programming…

I look on my Google home page at the countdown to the big day  which will end Dale’s and my betrothal (10/24) as we .  With exactly 100 days until ‘the BIG day’, I am not sure if I’m on top of everything or if I’m falling horribly behind.  I learned a certain form of ‘pidgin Chinese’ while working with my dressmaker.  After finally reaching the conclusion that yes, my thyroid has konked out, yes, I’m going to need to be on yet another medication for the duration of my life, and no, I will probably never be that willowy thin gal I used to be, I guess my measurements are going to be the numbers that they are right now. 

The beauty and the bane of slacker jobs is that little is expected of you.  It’s a gift from the gods when you have other things you need to do; it’s a glimpse of hell, watching the second hand of your clock turn slower and slower to the point where you are SURE that time has STOPPED.  If I were to be doing that certain something I have yet to find, that trade/job/occupation/career that I absolutely LOVE, where I jump out of bed every morning and can’t wait to face the day, you would not find me here.  However, given that is not the case,  I feel like if I am to participate in the grown up world of legitimate work, if I can’t do what I love (as I don’t even know what that may be), I might as well take on one with few pressures.  I can at least attend to the other parts of my world that are of more importance, and perhaps through all that, I’ll stumble on that ultra-super fantastic vocation I was created to perform.

Until then, I’ll answer the phone, pick out some bridesmaid’s dresses, and see what’s going on in Facebook.  THAT, unto itself, is an entire topic upon which I will have to elucidate further when the words about it ring clear in my head. 

I’m happy to be back.  Even though my entries have not been as prolific as I hoped they would be, I like it here.  It’s MY little spot in this infinite otherworld.  Until next time…sarahanne