Technology often is among the great demarcating lines that separates the genX’s from the genY’s. Those of us from the lost time know as Generation X did grow up with technology (and when I say technology, I mean computers and related peripherals), but they were big, clunky, did little, and did not run on a Windows or Mac OS. I remember in elementary school writing simple programs that were like:
10 for x=1 to 100
20 goto 10
RUN..and the thing would write the numbers from 1 to 100 really fast down the screen
You get the point. You could make blocks of a color, you could play Pong on your Commodor 64, but they weren’t exactly what we have today.
And therein lies the problem. While we may have been the first generation to grow up WITH the rise of new technology, it was hardly default. It wasn’t ‘in our blood,’ as it is with the little ones growing up today. I think it is because of this , those of us who are a looking at 40 with a sense of disbelief that “that’s going to be ME sooner than later” have the same inborn tendency to look at all of the insanely fast changes going on in the technological world around us and taking it all with a degree of trepidation. Of hesitancy, or that ‘what if I mess it all up?’ fear.
By no means is this breakthrough news-my father yells at me when the television isn’t working the way he wants, my mother does the same except with her computer. It never occurred to me that I too could become the victim of progress moving along without me.
Yes, yes, I could catch up, I could do some reading. I’ve tried this route in fact. I now own 4 books on blogging and it truly was a ‘read one, you’ve read them all’ experience. Except for “Blog Schmog: The Truth About What Blogs Can (and Can’t) Do for Your Business” by Robert W. Bly. I wouldn’t recommend it either. OK, I wouldn’t recommend it AT ALL. It was pretty much drivel and did not help me at all learn about blogging.
So now it’s a different process. It’s not an automatic default that I can do everything. There are probably quite a lot of skills people 10 years younger than me have without giving them a second thought, and I have no idea what they are.
But I have help. I can learn. I may be behind, both for being older and for taking my decade long hiatus living in the middle of nowhere in Vermont, but I’m giving the ‘one step at a time’ idea a try. It’s frustrating as all hell, but I think it’ll probably get me to wherever I want to go faster than my usual ’skim, attempt, flail, give up’ routine. Hopefully.